May252012
So still alive, i’ve been tumblr deprived so i gave myself “bobby gave me” 30 straight tumblring minutes. I got thru Bri’s posts, which by the by are very difficult for me to reblog lol and like 1/5 of Jordy’s as my internet seizes when i tumblr and is like “did she reblog 8tomhardypix forever90’s picture posts, takes 5 minutes to load on page”
Bobby has been here for almost a week, and the realization i need my own room just for all my shit at his place is clear by having to clean so much just to walk through my room each day. Also very clear is we need food stamps like woo. healthy food is so expensive and i can manage my own but both of us… for 2 weeks in like $300. Can’t wait to move.. aka i can’t wait to never see Jocelyn again.
miss you both, and Michael if he still visits tumblr, as he is in the ville as well. Bri u still in ohio? Jordan.. u should mail me so i have your new address so i can write you never sent letters as well :P
8PM
jordanonetwo:
Well, it looks like I survived Maymester. With an A. Who knew that was even possible for me?
I really don’t want to go to work from 12:30-8. Although I guess I’d rather be able to sleep in than wake up early. Plus, it was super fun today, so I’m hoping that’ll carry on. Maybe I’ll work at my…
Glad you made it out alive!! and with an A! Now you have a job and that sucks (besides the $). say hello to mville for me, and prepare it for my arrival. aka tell old jesus i’ll be stoping in kuru for delicious water on the reg :P
May172012
chongbongbuddy:
So does anybody ever get a full body spasm from time to time… Kind of like a hard, fast cold chill that goes from inside to out regardless of the outside temp. I thought this happened to everybody but it has come to my attention that this may
Not be as common as I once thought.
.. no just full body chills lol
9AM
An older generation and over a decade ago, she pulls her sister aside and whispers,
There is something wrong, I don’t think you can trust him.
The warning was not heeded, and it was her last whisper for many years. A daughter suffered as a mother failed in her duty.
There was pain, hate, and blood before a hasty retreat.
Times passes and she arrives. A daughter whispers to her sister,
I know things, do not trust him, keep her safe.
The warning was not heeded, and it was her last whisper for many years. A daughter suffered as a mother failed in her duty.
Caught in a time warp, a repeat of the past. Its all the same again, same place, same person, same soft brown hair and round face crying with no one to hear.
Please dear child do not repeat the mistakes of your elders.
8AM
your halo slipping down..
Please dear music be my solace for this desperate moment of today. Chain smoking to keep the vomit down. Hours can be spent with the right song on repeat
repeat
repeat
repeat
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8AM
its past fucking 8am and i’m awake. So only the worst possible thoughts could be crossing my mind.
6-20 years.
I’m about to move back to the same county. the same fucking place.
i wish i could just say it, but i’m sure you already know.
I should’ve been there for her. Now I can barely look her in the face let alone help.
maybe i could send her to this triggering fucking website like my aunt did for me. hey guess what DIDN’T FUCKING HELP.
this four loko is not working.
nothing is fucking working
May102012
chongbongbuddy:
FUCK today. Up the ass. With barbed wire wrapped on a chainsaw. Then pour some salt and Mr. Boston on it.
:( Hope today is MUCH better. I love you
